My Battle With Cigarettes
Tuesday, December 13th, 2011For the majority of my life I’ve been a smoker. I don’t remember exactly when I started to smoke. To me it’s not exactly a red-letter day that I want to enshrine in my personal memory space.
I guess I must have been about eighteen. This is actually the age in most countries and cultures that a person turns into a grown-up; a responsible and mature person who is supposed to determine what is good and what is bad.
Well, I began to smoke. I fell madly in love with Lady Nicotine and fell for her nefarious charms. This affair has lasted for nearly a lifetime.
However, I have recently realized that I want out of a relationship that is just not good for me. Metaphors aside, I am now determined to quit smoking. I will be making active efforts in that direction.
I’ve not been able to quit cold turkey. Quitting smoking is not as easy as it sounds. At least for me it hasn’t been a cakewalk, as for quite some time I used to be in a denial mode and I wanted to have my cake and eat it too.
It all recently started after i decided to adopt a jogging regimen, as I wanted to shed pounds. There’s a small yet steep hill right in the heart of the jogging course that i frequent. I simply couldn’t quite negotiate the hill. I was huffing and puffing all over the place by the time I reached the top and usually had to pause and gather my breath.
The irony of it struck me that I was going over the hill but was unable to make it over that hill. The jogging routine had shaken not just stagnant tissue and muscle but also my conscience. I was starting to make some progress, but that hill bothered me.
A little goes a long way was never as obvious to me as when i took up jogging in an attempt to give up smoking. I blundered on. I was determined to make a difference. It was a good 3 months before I could negotiate that hill without almost collapsing and heading down on my knees.
My efforts began to pay off! I began to feel better about my body and myself. I was breathing, sleeping and eating far better. I haven’t been capable of quitting smoking yet! But I am working at it! Everydaythere are a number of battles I win once i refuse myself a smoke. There are battles which i lose too. The war remains on. I know I will win. Someday I’ll stop smoking. I just hope it’s not too late once i finally manage to quit!
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Originally posted 2010-09-05 09:46:52.











